emotion outburst
didn't get a good night sleep last night (like how can i?)
i got too emo...
but i still believe i have every right to behave how i was last night...


overslept today and was suppose to go early to school to do project with komathi
can't focus much in class today...trying to convince myself...
but i will still maintain my stand


i never, and will never ever like her
she is not someone simple! trust me on this
my intuition never fails me so don't test it


to be honest,
im fucking angry, piss, irritated when i saw what i saw
i don't know how to react and i can't believe what my eyes saw
i don't know if i should run, hide or ignore
but i still wants to face it
i don't wanna be a escapist


i wanna tell myself i'm okay but im not...im hurted
i am/not petty, unreasonable or demanding
and i have every right to be like this cause this is who i am
you know me better than anyone else and should know why i behave the way i behave last night i hope you will know where i'm coming from and stand by my beliefs

shalalalala' 8:28 PM