met up with dear for lunch at sakae sushi n was on the way back to his place when DRAMA happens...the car temperature was rising from 80'c to the max of 120'c...we had no choice but to stop the car at the side to let the car rest or else the engine would have burned...

called melvin to come to our rescue by bringing water to us...cos the radiator was too hot n there was insufficient water...n thanks to our hero, melvin, he walk from his place with 2 big container of water...luckily our car was pretty near his place...

we waited for almost an hr for the radiator to cool before we can pour in additional water...n dear's dad came as well...to take a look at wat's wrong with the car...

at nite went to watch hide n seek with mel n grace...we bought so much snacks from carrefour and was finding ways to sneak in with the snacks...n guess wat...we even bought yoghurt n pudding! stress~ but we managed to sneak all in successfully...

but we're there early for the show n they do not allow entry until 10mins before the show so we're jux standing around looking at people and gossiping about them...haha *evil us*

hide n seek is not bad...not really very fantastic...but the ending is pretty unexpected...so i guess i rate it 3/5??

shalalalala' 3:55 PM

was on the NEL to town to sent my fone for servicing...n on the train there happen to be a clown onboard...n this clown is from st.gabriels...and his name is kelvin tan...n most probably in sec.3 too...

well apprantly he was "talking" on his phone or should i say "shouting" into his phone to his fren...the whole cabin could hear his "shouting conversation" with his fren...

he was like "SO R U COMING TO MEET ME ANOT? U ALWAYS PLAY ME OUT! I TELL U NOW U BETTER COME DOWN NOW FROM WHERE EVER U R! U KNOW WHO U R TALKIN TO? U R TALKING TO KELVIN TAN U KNOW! KELVIN TAN! U BETTER GET DOWN HERE NOW! IM TELLING U!!"

he was practically shouting from ferrar park all the way to dhoby gahut...everyone in the cabin was giving him the stare n wantin to ask him to shut the fuck up!! luckily he stop his "shouting" at dhoby gahut...so damn irritating...

anyway went to wheelock to service my phone...well dunno wats wrong with my phone either...keeps popping out some kinda "application closed stuff" n my fone will jux ring w/o any sound or vibration jux light...but anyway they upgraded my software and did some kinda cleaning and i can pick it up in 3 hrs later...hopefully it will not have anymore kranky problems...

saw a few 7610 owners also bringing their fone to nokia care...looks like this fone software is not that stable...hmmm...

was wondering ard town alone when i met dean outside haden das...he was able to go meet his fren at far east...so we walk ard together...n singapore is just so small...his fren also live in potong pasir only he lives in block 122 n im in 142...n he's from saint andrew...so we're talking about how "saints" from saint andrews are invading potong pasir mcdonald whenever they end school...talking about coincidence...it's such a small world...

shalalalala' 10:42 PM

Saw this thing from a blog. So meaningful...to guys out there...somewhere

If a girl cries in front of you, it means that she can't take it anymore.
If you take her hand, she would stay with you for the rest of your life;
If you let her go, she can't go back to being herself anymore.
A girl won't cry easily.Except in front of the person whom she loves the most, she becomes weak.
A girl won't cry easily, only when she loves you the most, she put down her ego.
Guys, if a girl cries because of you.Please hold her hand(s) firmly, she's the one who's going stay with you for the rest of your life.
Guys, if a girl cries because of you, please dont give her up.
If you do, you may ruin her life.When she cries right in front of you,When she cries becasue of you,Look into her eyes,Can ya see and feel the pain and hurt she's feeling?
Think.Which other girl that you know of has cried with pure sincerity,in front of you,And because of you?
She cries not because she is weak,She cries not because she wants sympathy or pity,
She cries, Because crying silently is no longer possible, the pain, hurt, and agony have become too big a burden to be kept inside.
Guys, Think about it, If a girl cry her heart out to you,And all because of you, Its time to look back on what you have done,
Only you will know the answer to it.Do consider it.Because one day.It may be too late for regrets.
It may be too late to say " I'm sorry".

shalalalala' 7:01 PM

just meet up with sherlyn to take back my phone from her...finally...after pestering her for sooooo long...had dim sum lunch with her since we're both hungry,and she left after buying congee for her sick dear thats resting at home...*how sweet*

intend to go to the nokia care in toa payoh to service my fone but damn it the nokia care in toa payoh close down already!! gosh~ n i didnt even know...oh manz...what a waste of time...so wander around popular book shop browsing at magazines before taking bus back...

and of all time...when it's freaking hot...the air con in the bus don't seem to be working...ARGH!!! it's so humit inside the bus...to make things worse a uncle board the bus and was on his handphone...and he was covering his mouth trying to speak softly but obviously he issn't cause the whole bus can hear him keep saying "HELLO! HELLO! WHERE ARE YOU AR!!" "I'M COMING, COMING!"

to make things worse there's also 3 indian secondary school girls talking nonstop in the bus...at the top of their voice with their indian accent!! gosh~~~ is the other passengers invisible!!! hello please have some basic courtesy!! speak softer...i can even hear with my earphones on!!

what a day...................

shalalalala' 4:10 PM

was talking to my aunt on the phone just now...she's worried about my sec.2 cousin not studying hard enough cos she'll be having her streaming this year...kids these days are so poor things...having tuition for all subjects, piano lessons, n all sorts of funny lesson that we don't get when we're little...

do they even have a happy childhood? when they look back in time all they can remember of their childhood memories are assignments books of all subjects and tutors...unlike us, childhood memories are filled with memories of catching spiders, grasshoppers and plucking their legs off...hehehe *evil little kids*

sometimes i pity kids these days...parents should give them a break! let them have some time to play once in awhile...they'll definately study when it's time to do so...don't overstress them...many kids are seeing the psychology now cos they're all going psycho!! who knows next time they're too stress up they might take a knief and go killing people down the street!! hahahahaha *im such a saddist*

so advice for parents: kids should study hard but also play hard! come on...relax and chill k! don't overstress your little ones and also yourself!

shalalalala' 8:20 PM

NEW SKIN!!

decide to change my blog skin after using the incredibles for some time...found this new billabong skin...looks pretty cute n colourful!! to light up my moody mood...guess im getting the hand of changing the template now...hahaha can do it all by myself without desiree help!! a big achievement!!!! yipee*

shalalalala' 5:18 PM

im sooooooooooooo bored staying at home...so meaningless...i have nothing to do and the heat outside is killing me!! it's freaking hot these days...i think stepping outside, i will melt into a puddle of water...

shalalalala' 3:17 PM

desiree has gone back and i didnt make it to the airport to sent her off...i felt like such a jerk!! fuck!! it was so screwed up...why was the god damn flight full!! and she had to check in so fucking early because of the bloody flight!! fuck S.I.A...wat kinda god damn airline is that!!

i thought i could make it to sent her off...i even got her calbee hot n spicy potato chips so she can enjoy on the way back...but i still couldn't make it on time...why did she had to book in earlier than expected...fuck!!

im so sorry ger...i really wish i could make it to the airport to sent u off...i dont even know when will i get to see you again...im gonna miss u so much...im really really sorry..........

the birthday dinner for marcus was great...but it had to end up in such a mess...why are we always having problems whenever we wanna go catch a movie in the night?? he likes to watch late night shows n stay out late but i had to go home earlier or else i'll "have to face the music"

it's always the issue of i having to go home early that pisses him off...doesnt he thinks that i don't wish to spent more time with him? how i wish i can spent more time with him...how i wish i can stay out later just like him n not having to worry that mums gonna call n scream her head off chasing me to get back home ASAP!!...but does he even knows that?

i only get to see him once a bloody week! how i wish i can spent 24hrs with him......each time he's piss with mi not being able to stay out late just hurts so much...does he even know what the fuck im feeling and what the fuck am i going through...

it totally sucks when u're trying hard to explain things hoping that person actually knows n understand how u feel...it'll be even better if that person knows without u even having to tell...

doesnt ppl always say times make u understand a person even better...it's fucking bullshit...4 years have pass but it's still the same...not being able to ask him what the hell is he thinking whenever we quarrel...im feeling so damn fucked up now...........................it sucks.....if i cant blog i'll most probably explode n die.........

shalalalala' 11:35 PM

happy valentine's day!

was wandering around town alone on valentine's day! how pathetic i sound...suddenly i realised im surrounded by lovers and roses! gosh all the couples in singapore seem to be out on this day! love is definately in the air! there must be at least 500 couples walking hand in hand, hugging and kissing and with roses in their hands...

this is definately not a day for any heartbroken chap or else that person will definately commit suicide after seeing so many lovey dovey couples around spreading their love...

bet the florist business must be booming...gosh a stick of rose seem to cost $4 instead of the usual $1.50!!! thats a huge turnover man!! haha think im going crazy after being struck by love arrows all around...

anyway wishing all happy couples a HAPPY VALENTINES DAY! may each day seem just like valentine's day and stay loving always!!!!!!!!!!!


shalalalala' 11:43 PM

IM BORED...REAL BORED...AND REAL BROKE!!

i feel that life is so meaningless, everything seem like a usual routine...no HUGE changes in my life!

I NEED A MIRACLE! I NEED LOVE! TO FEEL LOVED N APPRECIATED!

when u becomes a norm in someone else's life they start taking you for granted, doesn't anyone realise it? how i wish i can turn back time, to where we started...all the lovey dovey messages n appreciation n the feeling of being love makes me go all fuzzy just thinking about it...
that's probably all in the past now...being together for a long time no one actually bother to make the effort to make the relationship sweet anymore...it's so plain n routine...am i going insane? picky? choosy? sad?

im seeing so little of him now since he's in camp...i wanna sneak in to his camp and be able to see him, be able to hold him and be able to talk to him, or just having him there when i needed him the most...but he's just not there...just not there...even our conversation seem plain n lifeless now...

i just hate this feeling of lack of security in me!! it's driving me nuts!!!!



shalalalala' 11:11 PM

counting down to the numbers of days left to my last day of work...

3 MORE DAYS!!

the new girl to take over my position is here too...she's called kat ng...a nice girl...funny too! i now have a disciple to hand over my work!! how cool is that!! and this friday they're ordering buffet in as a farewell lunch for me...kinda sad but also glad that my waking up early days are finally over...i can now sleep to my hearts content!!!

desiree is also back!! soooo happy...went to shop with her for her new year clothes the other day...went to town and then chinatown...haha it's fun rite! bargaining in chinatown is something u will not be able to do in aussie...hehehe

gosh~ i miss dear sooo much...all of a sudden...dun ask me y cos i dunno why as well... hate it when he's in jurong camp cause they dun allow handphones in!! can u imagine i only get to talk to him on friday when he book out and during the weekends...and sunday he have to book in again!!! oh man...when is march 11th coming??? im going crazy not been able to see n talk to him!!! ARGH HATE THIS FEELING!!!

another announcment...im feeling so broke now...my pocket is so burned!! and im gonna be out of job soon...can't wait till chinese new year so i can collect ang baos!!! and eat all the goodies!!! *YUMMY* im drooling....hahahahahahaha

shalalalala' 9:30 PM