man i'm dead tired.
was rushing through and trying to complete the proposal cause submission is today.
all the RFQ are coming at the same time.
1 down but still many more waiting.
oh man my eye lids are drooping and my nose is dripping non-stop!
argh~
everything is like all coming at one shot....
man i need a break -_-
why can't we work 2 days and have 5days off! hohoho

shalalalala' 7:01 PM

hohoho

presenting my new toy!!!



off with the old and welcome the new! Atom Life
hahaha some new toy that burn a hole in my paycheck *faint*
i need to live on bread and water for this month *bleahz*
im officially on a shopping ban!! no more shopping debbie. *for this month* haha

shalalalala' 6:53 PM

was surfing online when i stumble upon this blog

http://ashleyisourangel.blogspot.com/

i'm feeling really upset after reading all the post from this blog...

this couple has 3 children but lost all 3 of them, 2 stillborn and the only daughter they had liveborn was dead the next day. =(

reading through all the post posted by the dad and mum, you can literally feel the hurt, disappointment they've gone through. where is god when they needed him the most. i wonder is god playing a joke on them or what.

they long for a child so bad but the only one they had was taken away from them in 36hours.
baby ashley came and left to join god and her brothers in heaven.

i wonder would it be easier for her parents if baby ashley didn't even came to earth. ashely had a twin brother joash. but joash was born without a head because his head was dislodged and remain in his placenta, 7 weeks before ashley was born.

since they were twins, the parents name them joash and ashley cause they want part of ashley name to be in her brothers name...

is god being fair to them?? all they want is a child of their own...

shalalalala' 10:23 AM