debbie
20ish
ilovemybebe*
majorshoperholic
time with mroke
endless supply of shoes and clothes
guilt-free shopping trips
thailand.hongkong.taiwan
short relaxing get-away
gucci tote
canon powershot G7
new handphone
forever21 black skinny jeans
IM BORED...REAL BORED...AND REAL BROKE!!i feel that life is so meaningless, everything seem like a usual routine...no HUGE changes in my life!
I NEED A MIRACLE! I NEED LOVE! TO FEEL LOVED N APPRECIATED!when u becomes a norm in someone else's life they start taking you for granted, doesn't anyone realise it? how i wish i can turn back time, to where we started...all the lovey dovey messages n appreciation n the feeling of being love makes me go all fuzzy just thinking about it...
that's probably all in the past now...being together for a long time no one actually bother to make the effort to make the relationship sweet anymore...it's so plain n routine...am i going insane? picky? choosy? sad?
im seeing so little of him now since he's in camp...i wanna sneak in to his camp and be able to see him, be able to hold him and be able to talk to him, or just having him there when i needed him the most...but he's just not there...just not there...even our conversation seem plain n lifeless now...
i just hate this feeling of lack of security in me!! it's driving me nuts!!!!
shalalalala' 11:11 PM