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Saturday, February 19, 2005
i thought i could make it to sent her off...i even got her calbee hot n spicy potato chips so she can enjoy on the way back...but i still couldn't make it on time...why did she had to book in earlier than expected...fuck!!
im so sorry ger...i really wish i could make it to the airport to sent u off...i dont even know when will i get to see you again...im gonna miss u so much...im really really sorry..........
the birthday dinner for marcus was great...but it had to end up in such a mess...why are we always having problems whenever we wanna go catch a movie in the night?? he likes to watch late night shows n stay out late but i had to go home earlier or else i'll "have to face the music"
it's always the issue of i having to go home early that pisses him off...doesnt he thinks that i don't wish to spent more time with him? how i wish i can spent more time with him...how i wish i can stay out later just like him n not having to worry that mums gonna call n scream her head off chasing me to get back home ASAP!!...but does he even knows that?
i only get to see him once a bloody week! how i wish i can spent 24hrs with him......each time he's piss with mi not being able to stay out late just hurts so much...does he even know what the fuck im feeling and what the fuck am i going through...
it totally sucks when u're trying hard to explain things hoping that person actually knows n understand how u feel...it'll be even better if that person knows without u even having to tell...
doesnt ppl always say times make u understand a person even better...it's fucking bullshit...4 years have pass but it's still the same...not being able to ask him what the hell is he thinking whenever we quarrel...im feeling so damn fucked up now...........................it sucks.....if i cant blog i'll most probably explode n die.........
shalalalala' 11:35 PM